Blue day

[mamagotcha]

I know it's still a time of transition and settling, and it's the middle of winter, and I'm kinda isolated with the boys, and I'm not very high energy right now...

but I feel like I've been going to homeschooling, SCA, knitting and other gatherings, and really trying to meet people, and the few I've felt drawn to I'm trying very hard not to alienate by being too desperate for adult companionship... and I haven't really felt that any of them are really drawn to me, just kinda like they're being nice to me 'cause I'm new here (for which I'm immensely grateful, don't get me wrong!)...

I don't think any of the people I've met in Chicago even read my LJ.

Just feeling a little down, lonely, sad.

Comments

[vito-excalibur.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. But like everyone says, you know moving is tough like that! It is seriously one of the reasons I have stayed in the bay area. That first year here was *so hard* and for a number of years afterwards I overscheduled the hell out of myself because I had spent so long staring at the same four walls with nowhere to go and no one to do it with that I could not bear turning down any invitations.

You will meet people! You are very sweet and like to do fun things and are nice to hang out with and have interesting thoughts and opinions to tlak about. It just takes a while. And honestly I think you are brave to have gone through all the moving you have & keep your chin up!