Discouraged
Jan. 15th, 2011 10:39 amI've had a run of discouraging failures with my craft work lately. Julia's tanktop was the exception... although there were problems, it did turn out to be wearable and she likes it. But Cord's hat (colorwork was way too tight), an Avatar hat, an earflap hat, and a balaclava all turned out badly (the last two even had patterns). I'd been wrestling with a vest for me for over a year now, and I'm coming to the conclusion that it's not salvageable and I need to rip the whole damned thing out. And this last week, I tried to make an Italian medieval dress for an SCA thing today. I had to draft a pattern, and was using old cotton drapes from the thrift store. I got frustrated with it late last night... a rotten headache wasn't helping... and gave up on having it done for today, but then I woke up wide-eyed at 5:30 a.m. and decided to take a run at it.
It doesn't fit. No way, no how. It's close in a lot of ways, but ultimately, the waistband is just not big enough and there's something funky in the shoulders. I feel really unhappy, because I thought I followed the instructions... but there must have been something off in my measurements. I screwed up and I'm really unhappy (not least because it means I have to put on my uncomfortable old Elizabethan Renaissance garb yet again for a medieval event... if I hadn't volunteered to help out at an afternoon thing, I think I'd ditch the whole thing).
I figured out that it was unsalvageable at around 8 a.m., but I went ahead and finished all the handwork on it anyway... the barony has a loaner-garb program and I figured SOMEBODY would fit into it. I think it's actually a nice dress... alternating pleated panels on the skirt, and a soft nobbly bodice fabric, all in natural browns and greens. I'm just really mad that it doesn't fit ME.
Oh well. I learned a number of things, anyway, and since most of the materials were thrifted, it didn't cost me much more than a bunch of time (the interfacing was close to $20, though, eesh).
Still... the free-wheeling experimental attitude that serves me so well in the kitchen is proving to be quite painful in my fibre arts. I keep thinking that all I need is more experience and practice to get it under my belt, but it seems to be getting worse, not better. Argh.
I'm hoping this is some sort of normal learning process... frustration begets wisdom, eventually, right?
It doesn't fit. No way, no how. It's close in a lot of ways, but ultimately, the waistband is just not big enough and there's something funky in the shoulders. I feel really unhappy, because I thought I followed the instructions... but there must have been something off in my measurements. I screwed up and I'm really unhappy (not least because it means I have to put on my uncomfortable old Elizabethan Renaissance garb yet again for a medieval event... if I hadn't volunteered to help out at an afternoon thing, I think I'd ditch the whole thing).
I figured out that it was unsalvageable at around 8 a.m., but I went ahead and finished all the handwork on it anyway... the barony has a loaner-garb program and I figured SOMEBODY would fit into it. I think it's actually a nice dress... alternating pleated panels on the skirt, and a soft nobbly bodice fabric, all in natural browns and greens. I'm just really mad that it doesn't fit ME.
Oh well. I learned a number of things, anyway, and since most of the materials were thrifted, it didn't cost me much more than a bunch of time (the interfacing was close to $20, though, eesh).
Still... the free-wheeling experimental attitude that serves me so well in the kitchen is proving to be quite painful in my fibre arts. I keep thinking that all I need is more experience and practice to get it under my belt, but it seems to be getting worse, not better. Argh.
I'm hoping this is some sort of normal learning process... frustration begets wisdom, eventually, right?