Blue day

[mamagotcha]

I know it's still a time of transition and settling, and it's the middle of winter, and I'm kinda isolated with the boys, and I'm not very high energy right now...

but I feel like I've been going to homeschooling, SCA, knitting and other gatherings, and really trying to meet people, and the few I've felt drawn to I'm trying very hard not to alienate by being too desperate for adult companionship... and I haven't really felt that any of them are really drawn to me, just kinda like they're being nice to me 'cause I'm new here (for which I'm immensely grateful, don't get me wrong!)...

I don't think any of the people I've met in Chicago even read my LJ.

Just feeling a little down, lonely, sad.

Comments

[jedusor.livejournal.com]

It takes a while to build a support network. But it's worth taking the time to build a good one, rather than trying to speed-connect. You found good people in KC, of all places--I'm positive you'll find some where you are now, with time. But yeah, meanwhile, it sucks. Sorry. :/