afraid to ask "what's next?"

afraid to ask "what's next?"
Originally uploaded by mamagotcha.

car is having trouble starting... seems to be the alternator but no way
to find out until mechanic opens monday.

missed seeing a friend this morning due to my own sheer incompetence and
exhaustion, and blamed bill thus causing a nasty row.

missing a juggling party now because of broken car.

it's getting hard not to take this personally.