I'm sorry. But like everyone says, you know moving is tough like that! It is seriously one of the reasons I have stayed in the bay area. That first year here was *so hard* and for a number of years afterwards I overscheduled the hell out of myself because I had spent so long staring at the same four walls with nowhere to go and no one to do it with that I could not bear turning down any invitations.

You will meet people! You are very sweet and like to do fun things and are nice to hang out with and have interesting thoughts and opinions to tlak about. It just takes a while. And honestly I think you are brave to have gone through all the moving you have & keep your chin up!